I act like I’m strong and over it but deep inside is a very scared little boy who is scared as heck, I know my kids come first, but would love to be able to talk to my dad so he could point me in the right direction. No offering advice is for people like coach and PDT who have there act together.
I will let you in on a secret, don't tell anybody - nobody has it all together. The Greek still has moments when she wonders if I have learned anything. The goal is the process - continual learning, improvement, self-awareness, loving myself more, becoming a better me, husband, father, friend, lover, son of God, coach, improve my career ............. (grammar and runon sentences aren't on my list of things to improve at the moment :/).
That scared little boy is your job to take care of, to love and to talk to. You need to deal with it to get to the present. This is all part of your journey to know yourself. You can handle it.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
