Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

I'm the same way, Kell. I miss just being able to talk to him about anything and everything. It's hard having this invisible wall between us where I can see him and hear him but can't reach out to him. I often times think that it would be better if he just left me and DS alone completely, so that I could hopefully find it easier to let go instead of having to see him two or three times a week and keep reopening the wound.