Hey Soleil- just checking in on your posts. Sounds like we are experiencing a lot of the same general emotions right now/ sensations of the world spinning around you- I think this sort of detached feeling has to do with situational depression and mostly dealing with an emotionally taxing situation/ carrying a wound that heals very slowly. CLEARLY (ha!) I don't have the answers- but it is a comfort to read what you've been experiencing emotionally- know that you are not alone. I think this is a space in life that we will move through, albeit ever so slowly and painfully as it feels like the minutes of your life are just being flushed down the toilet. The thing that has worked best for me is CARDIO! I've been on ADs before and had a bad experience coming off them. So, if you haven't already, I would try lots of sweating at the gym while listening to really good music.
