At the crossroads of recon/divorce

[fullmoon]

H decided not to come to my city to help me out.
I guess he thought about it after I told him a few days ago that it's unhealthy to be in a limbo and he made a decision.

I keep telling myself the words I found in someone's signature on this forum:
"If it's amazing, it won't be easy.
If it's easy, it won't be amazing.
If it's worth it, you won't give up.
If you give up, you're not worth it."

He may not be worth it...