Cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it

[luvless]

Well well well...the boards are back online! What happened?

Hey thanks kat! I'm doing alright- so nice of you to ask!

So sometimes I have a lot on my mind but don't feel like writing about it or perhaps don't know how to articulate it in words so I don't even bother lol. Lately I feel like I'm coasting through life as if something's missing and I don't know what it is. I get invited to lots of social events but I don't go for no good reason. While most things I do throughout the day require effort, thinking and deliberate action I still feel like I'm just breathing to survive and watching my days and weeks in life go by without a real purpose.

It's not that I'm sad or depressed, I'm quite comfortable in my day to day life but I feel I need to be doing more. I just wonder if my life will feel fulfilling again. My married life felt complete, even if we did nothing on a weekend it never crossed my mind that my days were passing me by. Now I get antsy like I have to 'improve' my life but what that improvement is I don't know.

Just some random rambling.

No it's not rambling it's you being a real thinking/feeling human being. I feel the same way. It is like something is missing and days are going by - I guess that is what they call "the process."

Luv