Well well well...the boards are back online! What happened?
Hey thanks kat! I'm doing alright- so nice of you to ask!
So sometimes I have a lot on my mind but don't feel like writing about it or perhaps don't know how to articulate it in words so I don't even bother lol. Lately I feel like I'm coasting through life as if something's missing and I don't know what it is. I get invited to lots of social events but I don't go for no good reason. While most things I do throughout the day require effort, thinking and deliberate action I still feel like I'm just breathing to survive and watching my days and weeks in life go by without a real purpose.
It's not that I'm sad or depressed, I'm quite comfortable in my day to day life but I feel I need to be doing more. I just wonder if my life will feel fulfilling again. My married life felt complete, even if we did nothing on a weekend it never crossed my mind that my days were passing me by. Now I get antsy like I have to 'improve' my life but what that improvement is I don't know.
Just some random rambling.
Perfectly normal feelings and ramblings! We all go through those times, it's normal. Hey, you lost something very important to your life, it was so much of your identity and now life is different. After three years (which will be October 16) I still sometimes just feel lost. Life ain't bad it's just not what it was and not what you wanted. You'll bounce back!
