Still trying to find my way

[KellBell0820]

It's hard Mystik. I feel your pain there. I do still cry over my H at times, but I'm getting better at accepting.

This isn't your fault, sure we all did our parts to get our M's to this point, however you have been working on yourself and attempting to work on the M alone. Your H probably hasn't.

My H doesn't call at all, really. Not even to talk to D. I think I have it somewhat easy that way. I don't have to hear his voice, lies, or excuses. I kind of think it makes it easier although I do still wish he would call. I miss having him around to just talk to definitely.