I wasnt snooping on his conversation...I heard him say it before I actually saw him walk around the corner of the house....and NOPE, didnt really walk away wanting to know what he was talking about...in the past I surely would have asked him.
AND YES!!! I am happy with myself. Just not with my sitch.
I went to the dentist today...had the laughing gas of course It was strange, while on the gas i was able to lay there and relax. Let all my worries kinda not matter. I layed there thinking about my H and myself. I had this peacefulness come over me that I could let go of him and be ok.
OR it may have just been the gas
Eric...trying not to focus so much on my H. If you look back at my first posts almost 4 years ago, im sure you would see how much less I do focus on him. BUt i do still love him and cant not focus some on him when he is still living in my house. Now if he werent there, well, it would be easier.
Headed to church tonight.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
It was strange, while on the gas i was able to lay there and relax. Let all my worries kinda not matter. I layed there thinking about my H and myself. I had this peacefulness come over me that I could let go of him and be ok. 
