*So anyway Friday night was fun (sorry got interrupted!)... Met a guy who was a freshman when I was a senior, I see him post to a bunch of my FB friends so I vaguely knew him. He lives in Austin, TX. I told him I want to retire there in Hill Country. He acted surprised and excited to hear I am single which was sweet since he was cute, but as he lives in TX nothing will come of that! Then another guy stopped me to talk as I was leaving, he was 2 yrs below me in school. He 'friended' me the next day and instant messaged me Sunday night on FB. Harmless fun.
*I talked with bootcamp coach's hubby. He is a trainer and nutritionist. For $50/mo he will meet with me once a week, do weight and measurements, talk about food choices, write me up a daily meal plan of REAL food, and write up a grocery list to go with it so I make sure the fridge has all the right things. This is something I should be capable of on my own, but having someone meet with me each week makes me accountable. I am going to set it up starting next week. Sick of not having energy and eating crap...
*Dan keeps invading my dreams. Not sure how to stop it, maybe I should do some mental imagery before bed,thinking about something I want to dream about?? I would say I have a Dan dream 3 out of every 5 nights. Most are just sucky replays of me trying and him still messing around w/ow. Last night's was different in that I decided to move away and take a new job, he was crying and wanted to come with me, wanted to end it all w/ow and start over with me, etc etc. Those dreams suck almost worse than the ones where he is still being a jerk.
*Have a dr. appt tomorrow. Been having irregular bleeding again...GRR. (Sorry men for the TMI!) The exact same thing last year, I had to go in for an ultrasound. They found free fluid (?) which indicated a possible cyst. I am just annoyed bc it feels like I am living in a rerun. Dan dreams, repeat medical issues, blah, blah blah.
*This weekend will be interesting. My best friend from high school is marrying another woman on Saturday. Not sure how I feel about it but hey she was my best friend for a dozen years so I am going. Then have to rush home bc I have another wedding here, for my hairstylist/baby sitter. Hers is at a castle so that should be interesting. Funny there is a castle in the woods of the Loess Hills in southwest Iowa... The weddings are two hours apart with a one-hour drive time in between so I am hoping the first wedding only lasts 30 minutes! I told her ahead of time of the conflict. She told me no worries, just come early and talk to her before the ceremony....
Then another guy stopped me to talk as I was leaving, he was 2 yrs below me in school. He 'friended' me the next day and instant messaged me Sunday night on FB. Harmless fun.
