I have listened to all the advice given, and for my first separation, I did not follow it.

The second time I have taken the advice to heart, and in the main, have acted upon it.

I made the recent mistake in thinking that I should keep the door open for reconciliation.

I now feel deep inside me that this is wrong, and that I was only dragging out this sad set of events.

It is very hard to turn your back on your life partner - the mother of my boys....

But now that I have told her that I don't think I could trust her again, and that too much has gone on.... I feel numb...

I feel cold to her. I don't want to talk to her, be in the same room as her, or even look at her.

Ahh well, I am just rabbiting on and I am just collecting clouds.

Regards,
Gyn



Cause all of the stars,
Have faded away,
Just try not to worry,
You'll see them someday.
Take what you need,
And be on your way and,
Stop crying your heart out.