I'm leaving him alone and trying to better myself. Still haven't started an exercise program. Spending a lot of time with friends. Trying to focus on work instead of my life and circumstances. Still wishing I could get another chance. Confiding in a few friends in regards to that, but otherwise trying to pretend that everything is OK. I will start the exercise this weekend. Any other suggestions? What else can I be doing? I'm having a horrible time keeping my chin up. I just can't believe I've ruined my marriage. I would do anything to get him back. I know I keep saying that and I need to stop focusing on it, but how? Can't eat, can't sleep, etc.
