Protection Phase is frightening. I began mine this week as well. I can only imagine how is is magnified with a young child and a drug addicted H.
Facing your fear gives you strength. Remember that. Your H is not facing his fears. He is hiding from them with drugs and OW. You will be stronger for this.
Good thoughts are coming your way from me!
H32 Me32 together:10 M:5 No kids ILYBINILWY 7/28/10 OW found 8/15 A exposed 8/31 I Move 9/3 Dark 10/1