cheated on, lied to, and now I am moving on

[awest1217]

I am not worried about asking the questions. S is 3 of course he is going to ask, but remembering us arguing (only for December and January and a few arguments here and there before in 2009), but what gets me is that was almost a year ago. I thought 2 year olds had a poor long term memory, but not S, he remembers everything so that is what worries me. Hopefully with time he will forget.

The one sad thing about S is that he doesn't ever remember H living with us. He will ask why daddy lives with Grandma and Grandpa and I said I don't know and then I ask him where he wants H to live. Everytime, S says he wants H to live with OW. I always ask why and he doesn't say. I then ask if he likes OW and he says NO very forcefully. It is just weird because when H was living with OW, S rarely saw him and never spent time alone with him so maybe S is picking up on H's unhappiness? Who knows?

Other things that I forgot. My brother, SIL and nephew went to a pumpkin patch on Friday so that was fun. Overall I am really happy and having tons of fun. A busy week ahead, but then it should calm down for a couple of weeks. HOpefully in two weeks I will actually get time to start Christmas shopping because H will have S, but I don't have anything else going on. Finally the first time since the beginning of September.

Lastly, S is getting or has a cold, and I am hoping it doesn't turn into more. Runny nose yesterday, but this morning he woke up with a wheezing cough and saying his "mouth hurt" which is his way of saying a sore throat. Now it could all be drainage, but I would hate for him to miss school on Friday because it is a field trip day.