The hardest thing I've ever done.

[Royloveshiswife]

Lostinlife, Believe in yourself. believe in God's grace. All things work to His glory. The moment you give up on your dreams, is the moment they are gone.

My wife and I started out as "Just Friends." I prayed for God to give her to me as my wife. For 9 months. One night, she came to my home for me. All I did was pray and be the best friend I could be. Which is what I'm doing now. Never give up. Even if the world is black as soot, Gods light can't be hidden. Just have to look. Find small things to make you smile. Little by little, you'll be smiling all the time. You'll feel better and look better. Trust me, I did all the wrong things. I pursued my wife. hard. Gifts, cards, letters, constant phone calls, I did em all. Oh and I was a sad sack. I was needy, clingy, and horrible to be around. Hell, I didn't like me. Now I'm committed to being me. She loved me once. As me. She will again. I smile, I laugh and I'm there when she needs a friend. Nothing more, nothing less. I want her to love me. But to get there, she has to be willing to be in my presence without being pissed. We're good friends now. The rest will come. I've seen too many miracles, not to believe in God's power. It's very real and very powerful. Take heart, I'm praying for you.