I still have my up and down days, mostly up!. I have been doing everything under the sun to distance and detach, which has made me more, at peace, but again its not something that comes naturally. I have done this for myself and to also let the W miss me, whoch I dont believe has taken the latter of the 2, but I cant control that. I have had women tell me I am hot, tell me that my wife is crazy for wanting a divorce, but these women dont know me? So I question what is wrong with me? is there a reason that my W sees that takes time to know me that turns her and maybe a future GF or spouse away?
