I can understand where you are coming from. there is a certain feeling of going against what you believe and what is going on in your life. example: not really dating anyone else, just wanting the father of your child.
i to also experience no affection, no closeness to a man. I miss it from time to time but not as much as i thought i wuold. i have my 2 beautiful young babies of 3 and 8 months. in my honest opinion i do not believe there is going to be a man who is going to be good enough from me let alone my children.
from what you have said you are dating(single dad and online) possibley it is just not the right time or pace you are comfortable with.
tell us:
what makes you love this man? Can you give 3 solid reasons? what do you miss about him?
2x4: it does not matter what he wants you to do, thus the getting involved with another man. you have to live your life for you and your child and if the baby daddy wants to come along awesome, if not you will be happy and so will your daughter.
Me 39 H 30 d 18 previous marriage d 2.5 with H s 4.5months with H Seperation Nov09 july i'm dim to dark - set internal deadline