Wow - thank goodness the site is back up! I was missing my support!!
It's been a rough few days. I'm growing sooo mentally exhausted from being blamed for HIS issues. It's like the past 4 years have meant nothing and he admitted tonight that he did in fact come back solely for the kids sake 4 years ago. He said maybe he came back for the wrong reasons but not with the wrong intentions. I just don't get it guys. Guess it's not for me to get right? Why the H did he try to make me believe for the past 4 years that everything with us was SOOO great? And now this...we are right back where we were. I am so tired of being blamed. So tired. I do not know who this man is...and I swear there has to be someone else and he is denying denying. He asks me "why does this have to be about 'someone else'?" Which of course makes me think that he is just smoke and mirrors because I know how he operates. I think that he wants himself and everyone else to believe that this is all my fault and that it has nothing to do with 'someone else' if there is a someone else.
