Still trying to find my way

[courageous wife]

(((Mystik)))

If I could reach thru the computer and give you a real hug I would!

We all need to rant and rave and you did real good! NOw...hopefully it is out of your system for now, you get your meds changed and make a plan for yourself!

Your rant was all about your H...it is time for YOU...time to focus on YOU and your DS!

There is nothing you can do to make your H come home so forget him...karma will catch up with him someday I promise! In the meantime...work on yourself..you have read the stories about the LBS letting go and then all of the sudden their spouses show an interest in them again?

What will make Mystik happy (besides H?)
What does Mystik not like about herself? What can she change?
What does she have control over?

Sweetie! When people posted this stuff to me it really pissed me off! But, they were right...I didn't even get married until I was 31!!! You are young!!!! You've got plenty of time to work on being the best Mystik and if down the road, you decide move on, there will be someone! At least you are not starting over in your 40's or 50's!!!

Become the best Mystik there is...let your H see what he is missing out on, let his family see..try not to be upset with them...they are related to your DS!!!

I think NewMama is setting a wonderful example of GAL!!!

You are a wonderful person and right now you are your DS's pillar of strength! He is counting on you!!!

I am not a writer and the words just flow out as I am thinking of them so sorry this is not very eloquent! But it is from my heart!!!

I hope tomorrow is a better day!!!!