Well it's been an interesting five days. ML with my wife Thursday night, and the weekend was fun. My youngest got her ears pierced, and I got some training in for a 5k in a few weeks. Also got a good chunk done on my novel, and am going to a writing workshop tonight. I wish there was a huge turnaround in my wife, but sometimes it's like I don't even cross her mind. And I'm not going to try and seek attention and affection from her anymore. I don't care whether it's pursuing or whatever, it's ultimately degrading.
I worry about my girls. Especially if I move out this month.
Funny thing at our last joint MC session. The C asked me what I wanted out of things, and I said "I want to have fun. I want to go out, have great meals, dance, listen to music, live life. I don't want to sit around the house watching other people live their lives."
My wife meekly jumped in with "I want to have fun too! I'd like to go dancing. But we don't always have time/money or enough planning." I said that sometimes you just need to be spontaneous. Oh well.
The C jumped on the fact that she said she wanted to go dancing with me. I was like sure, that'd be nice. Whatever...
For some reason though, I'm angry today, and not 100% sure why. The mood in the house has been much calmer, less stressed lately, but something is bugging me.
