Not much to update. We did see each other yesterday. We met at the gym and then he came to the house for dinner. He said he had work to do and didn't stay long so, we really didn't have a chance to talk about much of anything. He made plans to meet up with me tonight so we can talk. I just find it curious that he is the one who keeps bringing up talking about us...usually that is the last thing he wants to do.
I have been getting those deju vu feelings...wonder why! I have been here many times before...thinking that things are changing and that we are moving forward and then we hit the wall. Am I just convincing myself that things are different this time? I just have to wait and see...the only problem with that is that I do have to risk being hurt and disappointed again. Oh well, I can handle it.
bm-Thanks for wishing me added strength...I need it. I hope this truly is forward movement.
Trusting-My H dropped the bomb 2/07...it feels like a lifetime ago.
