And the best part of all of this is I'm fine with however it turns out. If I have to move out, I'm good with that. She can stay here til we sell the house. I look forward to a new life. If somehow she sees the me that I've become, and is attracted to that person, I'll have to see if I'm still attracted to her enough to rebuild our relationship.
I'm going to keep focusing on what I got sidetracked from. Building the best version of myself; GAL, my kids, my writing (got another page done this a.m.), and building intomesee with W. I think I've got a lot to offer, and someone will find me fascinating and attractive.
