Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

I am just feeling so defeated right now. I feel that H is never going to pay me back so I'm out the $760+ that he owes me. I feel that even if I take him to court to try and block Whore from picking up DS that H will win so I'll come out on the losing end there, too. I feel that my dad will never agree to co-sign a loan for me to get a lawyer so I'm going to get screwed over in a divorce, as well.

My dad wants me to call lawyers from the phone book and find someone cheaper. I don't want to. I like my lawyer, I have established a relationship with her, she knows my case history, and I know that she's good. I think her prices are reasonable but my dad doesn't. I'm in a no-win situation.