Eric and Gritter,

Ok, It clicked.

I re-read your posts several times. I get it.

I'm acting from a place of anger. I see what you are trying to get through to me. I also know now, clearly, my path tomorrow and it's the right thing to do.

Thank you.

Gritter, please note only one part pissed me off. Not you in general. However, your second post was clear and precise. You told me how you see it and probably her too. You are right.

The control or vindictiveness is there. The emails from J3B and CD, they too are showing me that it's there. I realize my interactions are harsh. I get it.

I'm very clear on my boundaries, however, based on the info today.(What a day) My boundaries even come from anger. I get it.

I'm not done being angry, but I see exactly how it's controlling me and it's feeding me thinking about "why" she is doing everything. I need to stop, be Me for Me and nothing else matters.

Would I want to be married to me right now? No