Just put the kids to bed, its kind of late for them but they were excited to hang out with me. I picked them up at W's house, I kept my sunglasses on, and did not pay much attention to her. She kept looking at me, and just standing there, I said bye and started to put the kids in my truck. She came down to my truck and climbed in the back seat to give them hugs and kisses. She seems to always try and get my attention when I get the kids, but I dont react I am like the mighty OAK!!!! haha ya I am still attracted to her, she is a sexy pretty woman, but when I get all mushy like that, I think about all the crap I have been through and get strong. I dont know if its self taught or a natural reaction but It gets me through my interactions with her.
Still dark other than the kids, still N/C other than the kids. She is the only one who iniates any other interaction outside of the kids, I do not engage to all, some I do. So I guess I am being friendly but also not being her ear constantly.
She doesnt ask what I am doing, and I dont ask what she is doing. I huess we are both accepting this and moving on.
