Thanks ladies.
Positive is a state of mind. I work on seeing the good side rather then the negative. Some days are easier....

We made it past another anniversary. I was up about 3am to get ready to leave for a horse show. H got up and helped me carry things out to the trailer and get ready to leave. I left a card on the table for him and we hugged goodbye, I said Happy Anniversary. whoopytido. I didn't expect more, but I wish for more.

H is often downstairs 'working' on his computer now before I leave for work. I think it's rude for him to ignore me leaving, but I've reached out to say goodbye or to go down and say goodbye. Today I opted to just leave, I mean gosh I've been leaving at the same time for 30 years! Guess who showed up to ask me something before I drove away?


Live your life while you are still living.
Riding the trail less traveled.