Whoa up cowboy. Think through your options, line them up with you goals and values and then take calculated action based on what is effective. Use your training.
I was a B-52 Radar Nav. One bit of training that helped me was our POW/Survival/Escape and Evasion course. Be very aware, conserve energy, use your resources, know your limits, detach, keep a PMA and learn from the experience. I wasn't going to let the "bad guys" define my experience, I enjoyed it.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
