feelings as OW seems to be on way out

[forward]

X is still in ICU and former ILs do not give much info. I did volunteer to bring D over as needed and have called daily to see how he is doing.

Again, situation is tugging at me. However, I am doing well to remember the following:

-My feelings are less important than him getting better right now.
-Anything uttered during this time is fairly meaningless.
-D's feelings matter here, too.
-Love and pity aren't the same thing.
-I'm now in another R with someone I do care deeply about.