putting my big girl panties on

[flowmom]

http://hotalphafemale.com/2008/03/why-dont-you-date-youself-the-power-of-a-magnetic-personality.html

I really like the above article and it's helping me to focus on myself as I date.

I've been doing really well with GAL . I went dancing with my Smart Sister the last two Saturday nights and it's been GREAT. It's awesome to be out in the world, having fun, expressing myself, without needing a man to be part of it. We're going out again on Sat night. I'm lucky to have a partner in crime at this point in my life .

I've been exercising a bit and doing some paid work too. And I'm getting on top of housework. I'm not doing so great with juggling, dropping balls a lot and screwing up at times. But spending WAY less time on the computer, which feels good.

stbxh and I are starting to negotiate the separation agreement, on our own for the time being. Things are off to a positive start, fingers crossed that that continues. We're talking about custody arrangements at this point. Hard because I don't think he really knows what he wants.

Still having dealt with finances enough. That needs to happen soon.

But at least now when I'm procrastinating, I'm doing more things that are actually nourishing to me, not just "killing time".