I will get that book that you recommended. Im not really sure Im depending on him to make me happy. I know he doesnt make me happy when Im around him. Otherwise Im pretty happy considering. I feel a big difference in that now than what it was when he left back in 2006-08. I never smiled back then. I was unhappy all the time. I was in shock and disbelief over my sitch.
But maybe I am co-dependent. Im sure others can see that better than me.
Thanks again
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10