Huh. No, I'll still be married to someone with low self-worth,
Break the cycle. Appreciate the moment, and don't let the past color your expectations or script your end of your interactions with her. Just deal with things as they happen. Your anger is rooted in the expectation that this will not change.
Plan a weekend getaway, find something oddball to do. Shake things up by doing something unexpected.
M-47,W-40,No kids D-filed 5/27/2010 Piecing - 10/21/2010 -=Soon to be banned=-