Thanks for your reply. I have read all of those so I will look for the link from yesterday. Regarding the wall... it was the first time I saw positive things from him then a big pull back. I will do my best to get used to it. He is fighting really hard to keep the wall up and that is very obvious. He does his best to keep a good physical distance even when we are talking. I was often the one to lose my temper first. Now I keep it in check at all times and he seems to be getting a bit irritated with this. I can't tell you how excruciating this is working in the same place. People talk to me constantly about him. I know they are doing that to him too since most people don't know we are separated, headed toward divorce. He wants distance from me but can't get away. He must feel trapped...worried that is likely working against me. Nothing I can do about it however. 42 more weeks in my residency before I can leave.
(Formerly blgp) Me-35 H-33 Married 4 yrs Together 9 yrs "Bomb" 8/1/10 Separated 8/6/10 D filed 10/21/10, on hold til 1/11
"If you want to hear God laugh, tell Him about your life plans."
