I received an email from him yesterday that my attempts to get him to change his mind have made him more determined. He said I'm trying to trap him in a loveless marriage. I'm letting him go. Maybe one day he'll call me and give me a chance to apologize and consider giving me another chance but I'm not going to bother him anymore. I hope he can be happy some day again. I hope I can be happy too.
Letting go hurts more than anything, but my struggle isn't helping anything. Reading DB should have told me that. I just felt desperate and did desperate things. If I had done nothing I would have always questioned myself. I was afraid he didn't know that I do love him. Apparently he doesn't believe it or care anyway.
