So, with that in mind. Do I still L up and cancel mediation? What's my game plan right now?

I'm pretty sure that if I L up, that's the complete end of us. 100% sure that would be it. If I get a L I know there is no going back and I would never be M to her again.

Fact.

----"Et tu, Brute?"----
me:28 W:24 S4
T:6
M:4
EA Exposed: 5/21/10
Bomb: 6/20/10 (Father's Day)
NC w/ OM: 7/10/10
W moved out 8/21/10
http://bit.ly/aOrZne - My sitch