Not sure where to start or end, WAW - #2

[john28]

Update. Just dropped S4 off. I walked outside with W who just woke up (again). I gave her a hug, mostly because I wanted it one last time.

Of course, you know what happens.

I look at her, and I'm so hurt. I'm so hurt she'd lie to me again and betray me. So, I asked her, "I'm only going to ask this one time. Were you lying to me last night about being at home asleep? I will not ask again."

She said that she wasn't lying. I didn't say anything. I just looked at her. I was so disappointed in her really. Really disappointed that she didn't have enough respect for me or her own self integrity to tell me the truth. I just kept looking at her saying nothing at all.

After that went on for about 15 seconds, she said, "why are you asking again?" *pause 15 sec* "Why are you asking me this? *pause* "What have you done to ask me this?" *pause*

I replied after about a minute of silence, "I have done nothing, but I do know you. And, I know that you are lying to me."

Well, she flew off at me about "you don't have a right to know where I was, what I do, blah blah."

I replied, "You're right. But I'd hope you'd have the decency, respect, and integrity not to lie about it especially when I didn't even ask where you were last night." I'm super cool and collected at this point.

She said, "I don't ever want to talk to you again, blah blah blah, don't call me, blah blah, F you, blah blah, you can't control me, blah blah. I'll see you next Wednesday at mediation."

I said, "I'll have to see you Friday to pick up our son."

She said, "I will see you next Wednesday at mediation", again.

"No, you will not." I told her.

Walked away. As I'm walking away she says she'll drop our son off with me.

She called, I stupidly picked up. She said she needed to know what if I was going to be there at mediation, I told her I haven't made up my mind yet. She then went into crying about how she needed to know because she couldn't wait on this any more and would need to call her grandpa for money (the sick one in the hospital). I told her to do whatever she wanted to, because I do not trust her and I'm not sure mediation is the right thing to do when my trust has been betrayed.

She then FINALLY broke. She admitted she lied. She said that she told me she was in bed because I wasn't supposed to call her and she didn't want to talk to me, so it was just easier to lie to me. She was at the shop at the University working on our son's halloween costume. It could be a legit story. I saw the halloween costume in the living room when I walked in, it had definitely been sawed on with machines and stuff. Looked different since this last weekend.

Maybe legit. Not sure.

She reiterated about 1000 times that she wasn't with anyone. I asked a couple of times too. She kept saying it over and over about all she had time for was work/school/son and she was trying to make herself a better person, and that she wasn't doing anything with anyone at all.