Not sure where to start or end, WAW - #2

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I'm not sure if i should mention it, or just have her served papers that say I've retained a L.

What? You can retain an attorney, and nobody gets served just because you retain an attorney. They get served if you are suing them, and they have an attorney in a divorce.

Dude, you are not making sense.

have to drop my son off tomorrow morning at her house. I'm not sure what to do. I'm very afraid I'll fly off the handle at her. Very afraid of that.

It's all fear at its core: the fear, the anger, the sadness. Time to man up and grow up and grow wiser.

There are no more "one chances" (what would this make anyway? The 8th or 9th final, last and only chance?). Your "one last chances" don't mean anything. It's just you begging or you'll throw a tantrum like a hurt little boy.

Tell you what... after you actually talk to an attorney, deal with what has to happen, and possibly file for divorce, you can talk about "one more chance" if she comes repeatedly begging for another chance, but only then, and then you will have to think carefully.

How can you give somebody a chance they don't want?