Thanks Robx. Seriously, I'm going to L up tomorrow. Enough of this BS lying and cheating crap. She doesn't deserve anything. She's lied to me and betrayed me so many times that I can't count them all. I can only assume it is the OM because she lied to me and said, "I want to go to bed" and didn't say ILY. Probably because she WAS F'ING HIM IN BED AND DIDN'T WANT TO SAY I LOVE YOU IN FRONT OF HIM.
I have to drop my son off tomorrow morning at her house. I'm not sure what to do. I'm very afraid I'll fly off the handle at her. Very afraid of that.
I'm not sure if i should mention it, or just have her served papers that say I've retained a L.
You know what, I'll give her the benefit of the doubt until tomorrow morning. If her car is there in a spot is wasn't tonight, I'll know. Otherwise I'm going all f'ing out on her ass.
And I'm exposing this crap to everyone, her Mother included. I'm doing it all.
I've just got to keep my emotions in check until then. I'll admit, I called her and texted her "call asap". No answer, probably for the best.
Dude, John, calm down bud. Really look at your role in this before you react Friend. You need to know that regardless of your intentions, regardless of hers, regardless of everything...You have a Son that is feeding off everything you do from this moment on.
YOUR SON...go to a calm place and think of your Son.
DO NOT TALK TO HER! I found my anger very, very unstable in my Sitch. I did wrong things Man, but I don't have a kid. IF YOU HEAR ANYTHING RIGHT NOW...STOP CONTACT! Focus on your kid. Please John.
