So today H posts on FB more crap about how he had to take double Xanax and Ambien to sleep and still didn't end up sleeping. I ignore the drug talk anymore.
Anyhow, I had to email him to go over financial stuff briefly. When he emailed back, he mentioned his sleeping problems again and said that he at least got back to sleep at 630 am but it ruined his morning and now he was playing catch up at work. He said he'd planned to ask me out to lunch but now that wouldn't be possible since he's playing catch up.
I think a few days ago I might have naively thought that was a good sign. Not really since post bomb has he ever mentioned or wanted to do ANYTHING we me unless D was involved. So for him to talk nonchalantly about going to lunch was weird. But since yesterday was kind of eye opening for me, I now look upon his statement with dubiousness. In their MLC world, sane is insane, up is down, left is right etc etc. A casual lunch request actually has me on high alert. No expectations (so no 2x4s!), just upgrading to yellow alert. Chances are, he won't remember tomorrow and it won't be mentioned again. But yesterday's crazy talk really helped me see that although he may look and sound sane and in control, he's actually being controlled by aliens in the MLC zone and nothing is what it seems. *cue X-files music*
"Love me when I least deserve it, for that is when I need it the most"
M18 Me39,H42 D16 Bomb 1/10 Moved out 3/10 OW 6/10 H wants to R,OW gone 11/10 H moves back 5/11 H wants to wear rings again 9/11
