Things are still going well with the boy... we seem to be spending lots of time together but still doing stuff separately like going out with friends. In fact I have been out every night this week, it has been so much fun. It feels like a really nice balance with him. I'm really enjoying myself.
There's loads I could say, but he has already told me off for interpreting his every action (not here obviously but in rl!). I guess it is a habit I need to get out of left over from exh trauma. He says some very sweet things to me and tells me how beautiful I am a lot, which is lovely. He has told his mum there is a girl on the scene although people in the hostel keeps refering to me as 'his mrs'and he doesn't like that, to be fair I really don't either.
No Al, exh didn't tell me. I had to find out on FB, like everything else. Luckily I can't do that anymore. In my opinion exh has done nothing to deserve my forgiveness and commitment, he never even tried to earn it back and I tried way too hard. I'm not sure I believe in 'the one'. H was definately my number one and that was why I married him. I think if the Chron's had not come along as it did and ripped a huge chunk in our relationship things would have been very different, but you can't change the past hey, only look to the future.
