John, it's normal to go through emotions, angry, sad, what not. Your episodes don't sound normal and since you're on anti-depressants I'm going to venture and say that depression may be why. Do you go to counselling as well? If not, you need to. Pills don't fix everything, you also need to learn how to manage the emotions.
I go through emotions, and I do have occasions where I just feel like I need to contact my H. It's not so strong that I can't resist or logically reason with myself. Sometimes I do need to just cry about everything, but I can hold it in if I'm somewhere inappropiate (like work).
Me: 24 H: 26 2 SS: 7 & 5; D: 3 H filed D papers: 8/2/10 OW discovered: 08/10 D papers counter-filed: 10/2/10 There is no method to my madness
