Thanks you all! The past couple of days I have been so busy at home and work that I haven't had much of a time to worry or think about H or M. H mailed me an envelope and I thought I would have a heart attack prior to opening it. It was just more receipts and benign things. I thought it would be divorce papers or letter. Thanks goodness it wasn't. Didn't need it at this point in time.
Has anyone else experienced this? Now that I know there is at least one OW - it's easier to let go. I'm not sure why - before it was the prostitutes and such - I have been in such a cesspool that it is just easier to let go. Word on the street is H has been walking around work like an arrogant jerk. Sounds like MLC to me! Saw my IC today and was asking about my difficulty in getting angry. She asked me what I thought the reason was and I said that I had really been trying to figure out if I just have a high tolerance for crazy given my upbringing or if I was anger avoidant. I am not sure yet - maybe a bit of both. Either way I have felt some moments of healing over the last couple of days that feel really good! Maybe overindulging on Saturday and sobbing my eyes out helped:)
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
