Originally Posted By: CD Bear

It is YOUR reactions to HER behaviours that is driving you nuts.
Isolate yourself from her craziness by getting a mediated setllement arranged.


That's very true and I'm scared of how she will react Thursday.

All those things I wrote are just thoughts, right or wrong.

I'm just scared. I don't like this situation. I'm struggling with the abandonment. I'm being torn between the old me and the one that wants to be new. That new me wants to do this right.