Spoke to wife about me moving out and divorce. I found an apartment and will be moving out in the next couple of weeks.

She replied " So my life is on hold while the house is up for sale. She was teary eyed and didn't make much eye contact.

I replied: I can either pay the house payment and pay your rent or pay the house payment and my rent. Which do you prefer? She said she had to think about it.

She hasn't said much to me since I told her I was leaving. I will follow through on my plan unless she has other thoughts.

I still love her very much and would like things to work out. Time will tell. At the same time I don't expect them to.

I will treat her with Love and respect without expectations of any in return.

Learning to love myself.

Joe


H:37
W:34
D11,S8,S6
Together 19 years
M:10
Bomb:4/09