<<I will just take things as they come, no need to stress about it.>>
pardon the pun...nudge nudge, wink wink, know what i mean know what i mean....
I will wager that if and when the right guy comes along (one that does not make you vomit after kissing) and alcohol is involved and if he pushes the right buttons, your alignment (as a person) may be slightly altered. Anyhow, I am pulling for you as always. Now, I am pulling for you to have fun (however you define that)damn it!!!!