Lance,
I went to the Dr. again yesterday and she thinks it is the seasons changing. She has seen this in me before, even before the separation. But she thinks that the separation is making it harder on me. She can't give me any more meds and I really don't want anymore, so I guess I will just have to take day by day and work my way through it.

I'm glad to hear from you. I have a question for you. You said that you thought H was in REPLAY. Wouldn't the DEPRESSION stage be the right one since he went to the Dr. on the 10th and was told he needed counseling and antidepressants? You know I heard this from my D13.

Handlingplab, YEP, that's how I feel most of the time. I'm no where near as strong as Lance and the others on this board. I still don't know if H is in MLC.....I'm so confused about all of it. That's another problem if I snail mail it we will be charged late fees and he only pays 1/3 of it as it is and makes 3 times the amount I do, and I can't afford to pay the fees.


M 41
H 35
D 12
S 18
Separated 11/08