I want to get to the point where I hate H. Seriously. I think if I can start feeling angry then it will help me feel better soon. My womanly instinct tells me he is seeing someone. Idk why or what, but I feel it, if that makes sense? I hate that he is the one wanting a D, sends me paper after paper from his L, schedules a court date w/in 2 weeks and then we get there and...nothing. I know he is the one who delayed the hearing since he mentioned only going to court as a "precaution." Nice, huh? How the hell can he just move on like the last seven years didn't happen? Did I mean so little to him? I signed his f@*$!ng greencard and this is how he thanks me?
Sorry. Venting. I got an exam back and it was not what I wanted to score but alas, I will have to study harder. Have another exam this week too. Just so hard with all this crap going on in my head.
Does anyone feel depressed reading the posts on DB? Sometimes I do.
