I told her that I'm trying hard not to shutdown and withdraw, and she said she understood it was hard.
Then I told her I loved her, and she replied "I know," then started crying. I haven't told her that for over two months. I don't know why she started to cry; because she feels pressured, because she's happy I said it? Who knows.
Good for you for telling her that. I'd suspect she was happy, but I'm curious... why didn't you just ask her why she was crying!!???
I cannot complain for not receiving from others, that which I've never asked them for.