Not sure where to start or end, WAW - #2

[john28]

Our mediator hasn't gotten back to us to confirm our date next Wednesday. W asked if we should look at others since he's been flaky and not really responsive. I told her she could do what she wants.

In my email this morning she sent me a link to another mediator firm here in town, and said that she would make the appointment but didn't know my schedule.

I'm just going to f'ing call them myself an schedule this.

She keeps blaming me for money problems in that I delayed mediation 4 months, which in honesty, I did. So, I'll take the reigns here. I'll schedule the f'ing mediation.

I'm pretty pissed off right now, but then I remember a quote from my favorite movie:

"I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday"