Sitting here in nowhere Canada has given me time to think. I do think I have been compulsive at times in my viewing of porn on the internet, but have also gone months without. My wife never had a problem with it early in our marriage. I haven't had sex in almost 4 years. (I don't think my wife can say the same) She would say I used porn instead of her and lied about it. I think I used porn because, she had no interest in me and I lied about it because I was ashamed.
In any case, I don't deserve to be dumped in the desert 7000 miles from home and have my family taken from me while my spouse continues to take the majority of my pay. I especially don't deserve to be forced to give up my home, friends, job and country just so I can be near my children.
