People and animals are sexual beings. And we all express our sexuality differently. We are not amoebas and protozoans. We do not reproduce by asexually. Ferns and some fungi have a strange sexuality that involves sperms and eggs but to our knowing they do not have the ability to express emotions. They are not in our realm of spirituality. Because you once strove to find the thrill of who you are does not make you anything other than who you are. Accept that. It is healthy. If you negate yourself to anything less, even to save a companionship, you are doing yourself more harm than good.
I read so often so many people writing how saving their marriage is the most important thing in the world. But it isn't. Knowing Yourself and learning how to love yourself so that you can understand how to love yourself takes precedents.
