Albuquerque living

[Albuquerque]

OK well, live and learn. This day has been nothing but surprises to me but I look at it as a good case study in MLC behavior. My H did NOT in fact back out of our regular weekly dinner with D. He DID change the venue though and being my skeptical self I have to wonder why. He said he just didn't feel like sushi but I wonder if it had more to do with him possibly getting drunk there last night or something.

ANYHOW...

I wasn't going to bring up any of the emails that he sent and he didn't really discuss it either until towards the end of the meal. He told me that the whole thing was really weird and the result of him switching to taking his antidepressant at the same time as his sleeping pill (rather than taking the antidepressant in the morning). He said he thinks it may be causing a weird reaction and that when he sent me his "scared, alone" email he had just waken up and was totally confused and didn't even really know where he was. I just listened and didn't really say much. While I believe the combo of drugs may have screwed up his psyche, I think it probably had more of a "clearing the fog" effect rather than "causing a fog" as he perceives. They (the MLCers) become so accustomed to the fog that peeks into reality must seem quite frightening. He seemed fine and kind of brushed off the whole incident as "medication issues". I will let him believe what he wants. I think it was an interesting peek into the inner psyche of an MLCer in crisis. He's still deeply in that crisis (and deeply involved with OW since I saw plenty of emails on his phone as he was scrolling through to show me a picture of something). I was polite and kind and stuck to discussing D's week. I will attempt to go even more dim than before.